Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Everything is nothing, but Money is everything!!

Why I just so easily been hurt by these relationship's things??!!!

As my experience, friend will betray you, your uncle will betray you, try to hurt you, the girl you like will not be with you, always hurt you, you can't do nothing with them, but there is one thing, the only thing that I think will not betray me,
that is MONEY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Money just follow the people who got the ability to own it, I AM~!!

I loss everything in that, all confidence of it already gone, I can't have a nice life,
BUT~!!!
everything will change if I AM THE RICH MAN~!!!

Everything will betray you, but not the money!
Everything is nothing, but money is everything!

A lonely guy....

Today...
I found a new thing... but it can also be say as the old thing to me,

maybe the love is not that sue to me...

this is not the first time, but the 4 or 5 times already, why the thing just always happened to me??!!
everytime and everytime, again and again...
saw her blog, I found that I am the 3rd person who try to be " inside" their relationship....
I knew i'm wrong, I knew i make you a lots of troubles...

SORRY...

I will disappear in your life, but just a friend...






Love...what is that...is nothing to me...will not happen to me...

Monday, April 7, 2008

About The Confidence...

WHAT IS CONFIDENCE??!!

In my opinion, I have the confidence in some parts but not all,
I'm confidence in assignment ( as a student ), family's problem, friend and others...
but why I just can't have any confidence in love??

As I think, it is very simple,

I have the confidence in assignment bacause that is the thing that I do it, I can easily control it without any other problem, although got any problem appear, it is also a problem that I can manage.

I have the confidence in family. All family will have some problems, although it is small or big. The family's problem occur just because of the people, the people who got the problem is the people who always be with me, I know them well, so I can just know how to connect with them.

I have confidence in friends. Friends is very important in my life, they just always appear in my life. I can't live without friends. I can choose what kind of friends I want to be with, and who I don't.

BUT...Why not in Love??

It is a very special feeling. Although just see an eye, I will feel that she is the one I want to be with. But she is the new person, the new person who maybe will keep company with me for a long time, and maybe she is my wife in the future...who know?? I hardly to have the confidence just because she is just the new person that I meet. I need to start to know her from zero. She is not in my class , and the background of us is totally not the same one! How I can know her well? Is she nice? How to know whether she is happy or not? busy or not? I lost my confidence just because of that, if I know her well...maybe after few months, I think I will have the confidence.

But, to conclude, the major problem is she need to let me to know her well, if she just don't feel like to talk, msn, sms with me...
I think I won't have the confidence.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Heart Break Hotel......

Don't know why.....
maybe I'm just a real cancer guy....i always dont have the confidence to do something.....
maybe i just a little guy with short....a bit fat...not handsome...doing nothing...not in a rich family...poor ... guy.....
Maybe i just like that....always take the "Good Man Card"...
Also been betrayed by "good" friend before....
...
..
.
just...
maybe the "thing" won't came to me......dont know...when....will it appear...
i ...wish soon...




Waiting..........

Saturday, March 1, 2008

The Final Project~!! (p.s. i like most)

The Final project is to design a plug-in studio for the artist for working in KL.
This design is design for the florecent light artist-"Dan Flavin"
The studio is not only for the artist himself, but also to the public, who working in that building in Jalan TAR.
The exterior is for the public to watching around, nice viewing in KL. It just can be say as balcony of the high rise building.
The interior got a bedroom, indoor balcony for the artist, toilet & bathroom, studio, and a built-in cabinet.
The design is just nice and it is the design which i like most. Actually, i can't have the idea of this design. Architect need to see more, read more, learn more...
All i can do this kind of design just because of my lecturer- SuKoh

He is a nice lecturer,although teaching such a lousy student just like me. He gave me a lot of reference, and when he found something nice and new, he will show it to us. He is a nice lecturer, and also a nice friend.
Anyway, he is not teaching us anymore, he went back to UK... if anyone who know him, just help me tell him......"Thank you for the reference and teaching, although I'm not the excellent student and you also say that i'm not such good in design, need to improve more, but i still need to say Thank You, because you make me didn't regret for doing this final project, this is the most project and design i like." by GARY.

Site model~~~

We just did it in group...
It is nice and memorable...
I just can't forget the time...
It just nice...
The site model is doing a street in KL ( Kuala Lumpur) , which name Jalan TAR, we got a lot of site visit just because of doing this model, it is 1:50 scale. We finished it just in 10 days~!!!!!!









The Designs...

The design in 2nd Semester - " Project 001: Installation"This is the Installation project, just need to design some things to the campus as to make it feel different.
This is actually a "seagrass" concept design, because the University College Sedaya International campus is in the city, thus there is not much plantations. As to make it feel more comfortable, we use the "ideas" of Dan Flavin to design this Interior Seagrass.
We did it in group, Ahboo,Sunny & me. We have fun with it, although our design change and change again.....but the outcome is just nice ~!