About The Confidence...

WHAT IS CONFIDENCE??!!

In my opinion, I have the confidence in some parts but not all,
I'm confidence in assignment ( as a student ), family's problem, friend and others...
but why I just can't have any confidence in love??

As I think, it is very simple,

I have the confidence in assignment bacause that is the thing that I do it, I can easily control it without any other problem, although got any problem appear, it is also a problem that I can manage.

I have the confidence in family. All family will have some problems, although it is small or big. The family's problem occur just because of the people, the people who got the problem is the people who always be with me, I know them well, so I can just know how to connect with them.

I have confidence in friends. Friends is very important in my life, they just always appear in my life. I can't live without friends. I can choose what kind of friends I want to be with, and who I don't.

BUT...Why not in Love??

It is a very special feeling. Although just see an eye, I will feel that she is the one I want to be with. But she is the new person, the new person who maybe will keep company with me for a long time, and maybe she is my wife in the future...who know?? I hardly to have the confidence just because she is just the new person that I meet. I need to start to know her from zero. She is not in my class , and the background of us is totally not the same one! How I can know her well? Is she nice? How to know whether she is happy or not? busy or not? I lost my confidence just because of that, if I know her well...maybe after few months, I think I will have the confidence.

But, to conclude, the major problem is she need to let me to know her well, if she just don't feel like to talk, msn, sms with me...
I think I won't have the confidence.